New Beginnings...

Dati gus2 kong magtrabaho nung nag-aaral pa ko at pumapasok sa eskwela... Dati kasi gus2 ko nang kumita ng pera pero ngaun na kumikita na at nagtratrabaho na ko parang mas gus2 ko nlng mag-aral. Tama nga ang sinasbe nila mas masaya ang buhay nag aaral dahil dun nakakagala ka at petiks k lng tlga pero ngaun araw-araw trabaho bwal ang umabsent dhil iniicp mo ang perang mwawala pag d ka pumasok. Pero ang kinasaya din d2 sa trabaho ko ay andun ang mga kaibgan k at andun ang boyfriend ko na handang tumulong sa akin plus ang mga bago kong kaibgan na lagi kong ksaksama at may sarili akong kita kya lahat ng gus2 kng bilhin ay mabibili ko na...^^

Graduation and Life after...

yeay..excited na ko finally my graduation is coming up.. May 11 @ MOA convention center. I'm so excited to start my new journey. Although I'm gonna miss my college life... I'm so happy taht I made many frends some of them go and some of them stays.. My love blooms at this stage.. some of the not worked out and but this moment I hope that this will succeed and so my Journey to a new chapter of my Life..

Laptop and Must Have List!

Yeay! finally I have a laptop.. When my mother came here from Taiwan to visit my Father
their graduation gift for me is a Laptop..yeay! I'm so excited that now I have my own laptop. I don't need to borrow our family laptop anymore..

finally they gave me my #1 must have gadget in my life

here's my must have list:
1.) Laptop (although i have..may laptop dream is Panasonic toughbook..Yeay!)
2.) n95 cellphone (not much of a thing but i definitely want a newer cellphone.heheh!)
3.) ps3 (definitely must have especially i'm an RPG gamer..)

it's not much of a list but this is the things I must have! I really hope when I graduate I can fulfill my must have list.. Now that I can have buy all that I want since I will finally have a compensation for working..^_^

I just hope when I go to America I will find a job that related to my studies. Dreams.. hay! I just hope I can succeed.. No.. I must say.. I WILL Succeed! hehehe!! I will prove to those people that I can make it and be independent and more mature from now on..

10,000 BC

My boyfriend and I were celebrating our 19th monthsary and we decided to watch some movie. He insisted we watch 10,000 bc since his friend said that It was a good movie. At first, I don't like it because its some first age kind of story or something brutal yet good movie like 300.

So, since he insisted I stand by his choice that we watched that movie. We went to Robinson to watch that movie and our money was so worth it when we watch that movie. The Movie is good. The effect are great and the story was cute.. It tells that no man can above us except GOD.. Also tha prophecy thing is very cute. At first i didn't understand the prophecy but as soon as it gets to the plot I understood it. Now I understand also why its called 10,000 BC..hahahah! Its the time when the egypt is building their pyramids and start building their nation. I range it 9 out of 10. Plus I like the girl who played the main character. Camilla Belle is so pretty in that movie.

Because of YOU

"Because Of You"

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Why???Why??

Why do I always keeps on hurting the one i loved..
Eventhough I never meant to hurt them
but I still keeps on hurting them..

What is wrong with me?
Do I take them for granted?
I'm soo confused and frustrated..
I don't intend but I keeps on hurting them...

I just hope that I don't let them down again..
I don't want to hurt them anymore..

I don't want to be alone..
but when I'm around them
I always end up hurting them...
and It breaks my heart..:(

Networking

Today wasn't good for me.. We're having trouble at networking our office..
It seems that the other pc can't share documents we're having trouble connecting the hub and the router..hehehe! It's quite difficult to me because it's my first time handling hub and router..

Waaa! Nagcmula kmi ng 1 at 530 na kmi nakauwiang mahirap dun d pa namin natapos..hehehe
bukas pa namin matatapos un..

I just hope that we finished network our office by tomorrow.. (ooohh..please make it work!)
heheheh!

Moments to Keep...

Yesterday, I went to my bf's house to visit them. His father requested me to come to their place yesterday because he'll be leaving today at 11:00 p.m to Kuwait. Since his father known to be a good cook. He cooked "Pinaupuang Manok" which is soo delicious. Yep... I was soo full that day.heheh! Then my boyfriend promised me that he will cook next saturday to us their PInaupuang manok since now he knows how to cook it..Yeay!!

Then while we're eating his father always making jokes that in 6 months after we graduate this april that they must be prepared that my boyfriend and I will end up together and they'll build 2nd floor to their house because we will be there staying..hehehe! I was glad that they liked me for who I am. I'm happy that his father liked me. ^_^

Dedicated to all the people who came at the Wrong Place and at the Wrong Time

Why Can't It be

You came along, unexpectedly
I was doing fine in my own little world
Oh baby please don't get me wrong
'Cause I'm not complaining
But you see, you got my mind spinning

[Refrain]
Why can't it be
Why can't it be the two of us
Why can't we be lovers, only friends
You came along
At the wrong place, at the wrong time
Or was it me

Baby I dream of you every minute
You're in my dreams
You're always in it
That's the only place I know
Where you could be mine
And I'm yours (baby I'm yours)
But only 'til I wake up

[Refrain]
Why can't it be
Why can't it be the two of us
Why can't we be lovers, only friends
You came along at a wrong place (you came along)
At a wrong time
Or was it me

Why can't it be
Why can't it be the two of us
Why can't we be lovers, only friends
You came along at a wrong place (you came along)
At the wrong time
You came along at a wrong place
At the wrong time
Or was it me (Or was it me)
Why can't it be

Funny Trip to DFA...

Today we decided to go to DFA to renew our passport. As we go to went to MRT that were the funny moments started.. We went to Ortigas Station early and it's a rush hour time the 1st mrt went and since it's rush hour the MRT is full and we were the first one in the line but we're the ones who didn't get in. The funny thing is my mom gets frustrated when she bumped the guy. She said that "Ano ba yan? Tayo nauna sa pinto tayo pa d nakasakay.." and me and my sister started laughing add to the fact that the some people inside the train were laughing as well. And when we're got off the MRT station I got confused of the way and when straight to the other side but my mom stopped me and said I'm going in a wrong way and we laughed.hahaha!

We stopped at the taft station to ride a jeep to libertad, My mother was in a hurry that she ignored that the jeepney is so full that only 2 persons can only seat and we were 3. Since i'm fat I wasn't comfortable in the jeep. my sister was slim but she also can't seat comfortably in the jeep that she decided to seat in the middle.heheh! (the funny thing is that there's 3 guys in the jeepney but none of them is kind enough to offer his seat to my sister)


We off to dfa, there's so many people in the entrance of DFA. There's so many fixers outside that we're confuse. The one guy confused us and led us to the green building quite far to dfa. We went to the green building but the guard said that their building is a travel agency. We went back to the dfa and submit our papers and gave us appointment on Wednesday.



Its tiring but it a way its fun to take a long trip. Also I'm not quite used in riding MRT since I always ride jeepneys, jeep, fx and taxi.hehehe. When we're going back to Ortigas Station, when I'm going outside of the train I got confused of the doors (since there's two doors in the train) The kind guy said to me that the exit is on the other door.(I was so shy that instead of blushing I laughed endlessly..)ahahah! ((pahiya ang lola moh!hahaha!)

Happy Birthday Mama!!

It's my Mama's Birthday Today..Yeay!Dmi kong pinuntahan ngaung araw na to..First I went to my OJT to make our company's flyer for their next project.. Since I have finished my draft I went to school. I was relieved that I'm not late in my class.hehehe.. Then later I found out that we have a midterm exam this next wednesday. Then some of the students started wearing our uniform. I got worried because all students are required to buy the t-shirt. I was irritated by the fact that it's required and I have only one subject left in the school.huhuh.

Then after meeting my bf who was sicked today dropped by just to see me... (*^_^*), afterwards i went to our house to see my family.. Because My brother in law wants to treat our mom for her birthday so we all went to Galleria to eat.. Whew.. I was So stuffed this day.. My stomach gave up of me..hahahah!

The next thing, I ate was a banana split from Dairy Queen.. Hay.. Sarap! Ako bumigay eh..Dati ako matakaw ngaun d na kaya ng tsyan ko.hahah!

Tapos d pa nakuntento ang pamangkin ko gusto pa maglaro ng dance dance revolution pra akong dambuhalang tumatalon dun.hehehe
Sa sobrang busog ko d ko na kaya tumalon mxado..hehehehe

All in all I have a great time..^_^

Sayo Lamang - MYMP

Sa bawat araw na nilikha
Nagtatanong ba’t di makita
Ang magpupuno ng ligaya
Kapiling kapag nag-iisa
Sa tuwing lungkot ay magbabanta

Di akalain na ako’y mahalin
Di napansin ng ako’y iyong sagipin
Ng pag-ibig mong tunay
Nawalay ang lumbay
Ngayong kapiling ka sa buhay

[chorus]
Sayo lamang panatag ang loob
Sayo lamang umibig ng lubusan
Panalangin, ito’y panghabang-buhay
Pagkat sa piling mo
Ramdam ng puso ko
Sayo lamang ang buhay ko’y buo

Di akalain na ako’y mahalin
Di napansin ng ako’y iyong sagipin
Ng pag-ibig mong tunay
Nawalay ang lumbay
Ngayong kapiling ka sa buhay

[repeat chorus]

Di ko hinanap
Dumating ang siyang pangarap
Wag ng mawalay pa
Tadhanang kay ganda

[repeat chorus]

Pagkat sa piling mo
Ramdam ng puso ko
Sayo lamang ang buhay ko’y buo

Choosing the right One..

I went to ever to take some pictures in tronix as I need it to my passport. As I waited for my pictures to be develop I wonder myself in all the stalls in the mall. I look all the stuffs they have at the mall. I think It took me 1 hr to look at all the stuffs they have. I went inside to the dept. store and there I picked all the tops I liked and tried it on. Since I'm very picky in dress that I only bought one out of many I wore in the dressing room.hehehe. I was so sad when I tried their shorts but all i tried is not fit to my size..(i'm soo fat..haayy!) I'm thinking I think its time for me to tone down a bit of what i'm eating.hehehe..

This is not the actual top that I bought..I'll edit it later to the real one that i bought.hahahah!
This picture is taken from the Girl Fashion at my Multiply account.

Loving Someone...

Knowing you makes my world complete.. Now I know that the world is balance...
I can't tell why.. Even though that our world is different even though they think we don't belong but as long as we believe in each other we can make it .. Not giving up on me is enough to make my love grow stronger... No matter what they say..We always have each other... Knowing you makes my world significant.. Even when I have my dullest and saddest moments you where always here for me understanding me... Caring for me...
That's why no matter what they say I know in my heart that you were always here with me no matter what...

Valentines Day!

Love is in the air this last Valentines day.. Even though we didn't go much that day
but spending with him is one of my most memorable moments. Spending with a loved one
that special day was truly unforgettable.. Even though he gave me everything i want
but that day seeing him was the most SPECIAL..In spite of all the odds we've been through he didn't gave up on me...

Trying to write..

This is my first to write a blog.hehehe

don't know what to say..(shy..)
but I hope somebody can read this..hahahah!